After some thought, I have decided that I am not going to post on this blog anymore and not access this blog anymore.
This is something that has actually been on my mind for a while now and it has not been an easy decision for me to come to. Nonetheless, I feel that it is something that is for the best.
Before I say anything else, I apologize to the person who has followed this blog (you know who you are) and I thank you for following this blog.
I would like to say that I have certainly enjoyed my time on here, even if it hasn’t been too lively. I wish that I could stay on here, but due to a few personal reasons, I just can’t see that happening. While I won’t divulge those reasons, I will say that they have nothing to do with the person who has followed this blog, any of the people who have read this blog, nor any of the people who have commented on this blog.
If you want to find me, you can check me out on my other blog about dragons and How to Train Your Dragon.
https://thedragonspresence.wordpress.com/
I would be pleased and delighted to see you there. As a heads up, I don’t use Disqus for comments on that blog, as Disqus can’t be installed on that blog. If you want to leave comments on that blog, all that you need is a name (and it doesn’t matter if it’s your Disqus username or another name) and an e-mail address.
To the person who has followed this blog, everyone who has read this blog, and everyone who has commented on this blog, thank you so much for everything.
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Sunday, June 19, 2016
Monday, June 13, 2016
The Second Anniversary of How to Train Your Dragon 2
Today is the second anniversary of How to Train Your Dragon 2! I can't believe that How to Train Your Dragon 2 is two years old now, to say the least.
Anyways, I celebrated today by watching How to Train Your Dragon 2 while multi-tasking (briefly chatting with a few people on the Berk's Grapevine public chat and chatting with one person on Skype) after I got home from work. I didn't really have any different feelings than the last time that I watched it, though I will admit that I wept a bit during Stoick's funeral for the second time.
I can't really think of anything else to say, except that I can't wait for the third film and I hope it won't disappoint.
Anyways, I celebrated today by watching How to Train Your Dragon 2 while multi-tasking (briefly chatting with a few people on the Berk's Grapevine public chat and chatting with one person on Skype) after I got home from work. I didn't really have any different feelings than the last time that I watched it, though I will admit that I wept a bit during Stoick's funeral for the second time.
I can't really think of anything else to say, except that I can't wait for the third film and I hope it won't disappoint.
Saturday, June 4, 2016
A Funny Sign
I know that I haven’t posted any new entries in a while. I’ve been busy with work and other things in life. In addition, I’ve been having an existential crisis lately (which hasn’t been resolved yet).
Anyways, I thought I’d share something that I think is funny.
Whenever someone calls me “bud” or I hear someone call someone else “bud” at work, I always think of Hiccup calling Toothless “bud”.
Is this a sign of my slight obsession with How to Train Your Dragon? Probably. ;) XD
Anyways, I thought I’d share something that I think is funny.
Whenever someone calls me “bud” or I hear someone call someone else “bud” at work, I always think of Hiccup calling Toothless “bud”.
Is this a sign of my slight obsession with How to Train Your Dragon? Probably. ;) XD
Thursday, May 5, 2016
The Fifth Has Come Again
Well, today is my birthday, and it was a cool day.
I got to sleep in this morning, which was a relief. Before I woke up, I had a dream where my dragon guardian/guide told me to be thankful that he is my guardian.
For the afternoon, I just hung out at home, surfed the Internet, watched random videos on Youtube, and briefly chatted with two people from Berk’s Grapevine on Skype (both of whom wished me a happy birthday ^^). I also got two gift cards for restaurants from my father.
Then, in the evening, I had dinner out with a couple of my friends. I told them how I was and we talked with each other, but I mostly listened to them talk about different things (sometimes while chuckling). They told me that they didn’t get my gift yet because they were busy with other things, which I understood. After we finished having dinner, I went home and my family and I had cake.
Overall, I had a good birthday this year. I’m happy about the gifts that I got (so far, anyways) and I’m glad that I have the family and friends that I have.
On a final note, I thought that I’d end this entry with a little bit of trivia: Like Hiccup, I was born prematurely.
I got to sleep in this morning, which was a relief. Before I woke up, I had a dream where my dragon guardian/guide told me to be thankful that he is my guardian.
For the afternoon, I just hung out at home, surfed the Internet, watched random videos on Youtube, and briefly chatted with two people from Berk’s Grapevine on Skype (both of whom wished me a happy birthday ^^). I also got two gift cards for restaurants from my father.
Then, in the evening, I had dinner out with a couple of my friends. I told them how I was and we talked with each other, but I mostly listened to them talk about different things (sometimes while chuckling). They told me that they didn’t get my gift yet because they were busy with other things, which I understood. After we finished having dinner, I went home and my family and I had cake.
Overall, I had a good birthday this year. I’m happy about the gifts that I got (so far, anyways) and I’m glad that I have the family and friends that I have.
On a final note, I thought that I’d end this entry with a little bit of trivia: Like Hiccup, I was born prematurely.
Thursday, April 28, 2016
A Thought and a Feeling
Sorry that I haven’t posted anything in a while. I’ve been busy writing a couple of poems (both of which were inspired by some of my dreams about dragons) and doing other things in life.
Anyways, something interesting that relates to my dragon guardian/guide happened a little while ago.
I was writing part of a short poem that’s more or less my reflection on my dragon guardian/guide telling me that it is time to know who I am. At this point, I thought that I was done writing it, but I suddenly had the desire to write a few additional stanzas for it (and I’m glad that I did). After I wrote the first of those stanzas, I thought about it (that stanza) and thinking about it led to me feeling that I was understanding my dragon guardian/guide a little better than I was before. It’s not that I felt that I was writing from his point of view, because I wasn’t, but that I somewhat felt where he was coming from with regards to telling me that it is time to know who I am.
On a somewhat different note, I don’t know where I’m going to take this blog for the time being. I’ve been writing some new entries, but I’m not quite sure about what to post next.
Anyways, something interesting that relates to my dragon guardian/guide happened a little while ago.
I was writing part of a short poem that’s more or less my reflection on my dragon guardian/guide telling me that it is time to know who I am. At this point, I thought that I was done writing it, but I suddenly had the desire to write a few additional stanzas for it (and I’m glad that I did). After I wrote the first of those stanzas, I thought about it (that stanza) and thinking about it led to me feeling that I was understanding my dragon guardian/guide a little better than I was before. It’s not that I felt that I was writing from his point of view, because I wasn’t, but that I somewhat felt where he was coming from with regards to telling me that it is time to know who I am.
On a somewhat different note, I don’t know where I’m going to take this blog for the time being. I’ve been writing some new entries, but I’m not quite sure about what to post next.
Tuesday, March 8, 2016
A Good (and Funny) Thing
One year ago today, I finished writing my poem about my dragon guardian/guide. (Well, to be more specific, I finished writing the first draft of it. I made many revisions to it later on, and I plan on making some more revisions to it in the future.) I felt a real sense of relief at the time and felt that I had outdone myself, as it ended up being longer than I originally intended it to be. I was surprised at how fast it came together as well. To this day, I consider it to be my magnum opus and feel that I won’t be able to top it in the future.
There is one thing about this that’s funny to me, though: Since then, I haven’t had a dream where my dragon guardian/guide has asked me if I wrote a poem about him or has told me that he knows that I wrote a poem about him. XD
There is one thing about this that’s funny to me, though: Since then, I haven’t had a dream where my dragon guardian/guide has asked me if I wrote a poem about him or has told me that he knows that I wrote a poem about him. XD
Thursday, February 4, 2016
A Constant Message
I’ve been rather curious about the recent dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guardian/guide. To be more specific, I’ve been curious as to why my dragon guardian/guide has constantly been telling me that it is time to know who I am in the recent dreams that I’ve had about him.
The dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guardian/guide have tended to vary (but not too much) throughout the time that I’ve had them so far (which is almost six years and four months as of this writing). However, since the middle of last June, all of the dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guardian/guide (except for a few) have consisted of him telling me that it is time to know who I am.
Did something happen that led to my dragon guardian/guide constantly telling me that it is time to know who I am in the recent dreams that I’ve had about him? Is my dragon guardian/guide stressing that I should know who I am as soon as I can instead of waiting to know who I am? Is my dragon guardian/guide implying that I should try to find out who I am? I honestly don’t know, so it’s hard for me to say.
I will say that this message – that it is time to know who I am – is something that I don’t focus on or think about a lot, seeing as I have other things and more important things on my mind a lot. In addition, while I have thought of writing a poem about this message since it is pretty deep to me and is a lot for me to take in, I’m not sure when or if I’m actually going to do it for the time being, seeing as I have other things that I want to write poems about first.
Whatever the reason behind my dragon guardian/guide constantly telling me that it is time to know who I am, I hope that the dreams of him telling me that it is time to know who I am won’t become dreams that I will stop having after a while and never have again.
The dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guardian/guide have tended to vary (but not too much) throughout the time that I’ve had them so far (which is almost six years and four months as of this writing). However, since the middle of last June, all of the dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guardian/guide (except for a few) have consisted of him telling me that it is time to know who I am.
Did something happen that led to my dragon guardian/guide constantly telling me that it is time to know who I am in the recent dreams that I’ve had about him? Is my dragon guardian/guide stressing that I should know who I am as soon as I can instead of waiting to know who I am? Is my dragon guardian/guide implying that I should try to find out who I am? I honestly don’t know, so it’s hard for me to say.
I will say that this message – that it is time to know who I am – is something that I don’t focus on or think about a lot, seeing as I have other things and more important things on my mind a lot. In addition, while I have thought of writing a poem about this message since it is pretty deep to me and is a lot for me to take in, I’m not sure when or if I’m actually going to do it for the time being, seeing as I have other things that I want to write poems about first.
Whatever the reason behind my dragon guardian/guide constantly telling me that it is time to know who I am, I hope that the dreams of him telling me that it is time to know who I am won’t become dreams that I will stop having after a while and never have again.
Saturday, January 30, 2016
What Some of My Dragon Dreams Have Led To
Even though I find the dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guardian/guide to be confusing, I nonetheless feel that there are a few interesting things that these dreams have led to.
These dreams have led to me wondering who I really am. My dragon guardian/guide has sometimes claimed to know who I truly am, and while I’ve always taken that claim with a substantial grain of salt, I still have come to the realization that I just don’t know who I really am.
These dreams have led to me wondering what potential I really have. My dragon guardian/guide has told me that I am more than what I have become, and while I’ve taken that with a substantial grain of salt, I still have yet to find out how – and in what ways – I am more than what I have become.
These dreams have led to me considering going on some kind of journey to try and find myself (though I’m not sure what kind of journey it would be at the moment).
These dreams have led to me questioning my spirituality. In particular, the dreams where my dragon guardian/guide has told me why he was chosen to be my guardian (which is something that I refuse to reveal for personal reasons) have led me to question and somewhat reconsider my spirituality. For the record, I haven’t been a spiritual person throughout my life so far.
These dreams have led to me writing two great poems last year (one of which I consider to be my magnum opus and feel I won’t be able to top in the future – and both of which I still will not be sharing at all).
So, I’m glad and thankful that I have these dreams despite the fact that I find them to be confusing (as strange as that may sound).
These dreams have led to me wondering who I really am. My dragon guardian/guide has sometimes claimed to know who I truly am, and while I’ve always taken that claim with a substantial grain of salt, I still have come to the realization that I just don’t know who I really am.
These dreams have led to me wondering what potential I really have. My dragon guardian/guide has told me that I am more than what I have become, and while I’ve taken that with a substantial grain of salt, I still have yet to find out how – and in what ways – I am more than what I have become.
These dreams have led to me considering going on some kind of journey to try and find myself (though I’m not sure what kind of journey it would be at the moment).
These dreams have led to me questioning my spirituality. In particular, the dreams where my dragon guardian/guide has told me why he was chosen to be my guardian (which is something that I refuse to reveal for personal reasons) have led me to question and somewhat reconsider my spirituality. For the record, I haven’t been a spiritual person throughout my life so far.
These dreams have led to me writing two great poems last year (one of which I consider to be my magnum opus and feel I won’t be able to top in the future – and both of which I still will not be sharing at all).
So, I’m glad and thankful that I have these dreams despite the fact that I find them to be confusing (as strange as that may sound).
Sunday, January 17, 2016
Happy (belated) Appreciate a Dragon Day!
Happy belated Appreciate a Dragon Day! As you will note, I am not posting this on the 16th. The reason is that I didn’t know that Appreciate a Dragon Day was on the 16th. In fact, I didn’t even know about Appreciate a Dragon Day until the 16th (and even then, I didn’t look up information about it and find out that it was on the 16th, mainly because I was busy with other things).
Anyways, since I didn’t celebrate Appreciate a Dragon Day on the 16th, I thought that I’d write about several things regarding dragons that I’m glad about.
I’m glad that I was born in the Year of the Dragon (and I can’t find the words to explain why).
I’m glad that I became fascinated with dragons when I was young. If I hadn’t become fascinated with dragons when I was young, I honestly don’t know if I’d be the person that I am today (to a certain extent).
I’m glad that I’ve read a few books about dragons or books that have dragons in them, such as (but not limited to) The Hobbit by the late J. R. R. Tolkien; Dragonsong, Dragonsinger, and Dragondrums by the late Anne McCaffrey; and Mistress of Dragons by Margaret Weis. I’m also glad that I’ve read a few short stories about dragons or short stories that have dragons in them, such as (but not limited to) “The Smallest Dragonboy” by the late Anne McCaffrey. They became a few of my favorite books and short stories, not to mention that some of them changed my views of dragons in literature.
I’m glad that I’ve watched the following movies about dragons: Dragonheart, Dragonheart: A New Beginning, How to Train Your Dragon, How to Train Your Dragon 2, and Dragonheart 3: The Sorcerer’s Curse. They became my favorite movies about dragons (seeing as I like movies about dragons that don’t picture dragons as bad or evil creatures), not to mention that a few of them changed my views of dragons in movies.
Last but not least, I’m glad (and thankful) that I’ve had dreams about my dragon guardian/guide for a little more than six years now. Though these dreams tend to be confusing, I’d rather have them than not have them – and I don’t know if I’d be the person that I am today (to a certain extent) if I didn’t have them in the first place.
There’s one more thing that I thought I’d mention (which I find to be interesting and coincidental). On Appreciate a Dragon Day last year, I wrote part of my poem about my dragon guardian/guide; it was my ninth day of writing that poem (and it was a long ways away from being finished at the time).
I hope that everyone had a great 16th!
Anyways, since I didn’t celebrate Appreciate a Dragon Day on the 16th, I thought that I’d write about several things regarding dragons that I’m glad about.
I’m glad that I was born in the Year of the Dragon (and I can’t find the words to explain why).
I’m glad that I became fascinated with dragons when I was young. If I hadn’t become fascinated with dragons when I was young, I honestly don’t know if I’d be the person that I am today (to a certain extent).
I’m glad that I’ve read a few books about dragons or books that have dragons in them, such as (but not limited to) The Hobbit by the late J. R. R. Tolkien; Dragonsong, Dragonsinger, and Dragondrums by the late Anne McCaffrey; and Mistress of Dragons by Margaret Weis. I’m also glad that I’ve read a few short stories about dragons or short stories that have dragons in them, such as (but not limited to) “The Smallest Dragonboy” by the late Anne McCaffrey. They became a few of my favorite books and short stories, not to mention that some of them changed my views of dragons in literature.
I’m glad that I’ve watched the following movies about dragons: Dragonheart, Dragonheart: A New Beginning, How to Train Your Dragon, How to Train Your Dragon 2, and Dragonheart 3: The Sorcerer’s Curse. They became my favorite movies about dragons (seeing as I like movies about dragons that don’t picture dragons as bad or evil creatures), not to mention that a few of them changed my views of dragons in movies.
Last but not least, I’m glad (and thankful) that I’ve had dreams about my dragon guardian/guide for a little more than six years now. Though these dreams tend to be confusing, I’d rather have them than not have them – and I don’t know if I’d be the person that I am today (to a certain extent) if I didn’t have them in the first place.
There’s one more thing that I thought I’d mention (which I find to be interesting and coincidental). On Appreciate a Dragon Day last year, I wrote part of my poem about my dragon guardian/guide; it was my ninth day of writing that poem (and it was a long ways away from being finished at the time).
I hope that everyone had a great 16th!
Thursday, December 31, 2015
2015: A Retrospection
Well, this year was a pretty great year for me. Seeing as it’s the end of the year, I thought I’d go over some of the dragon-related things that happened to me this year.
Monday, December 28, 2015
Wondering About Knowing Who I Am
Last night, I had a dream where my dragon guide told me that it is time to know who I am. This didn’t surprise me at all, seeing as the recent dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guide have more often than not consisted of my dragon guide telling me that it is time to know who I am.
However, this made me wonder about something that didn’t cross my mind before. By telling me that it is time to know who I am, does my dragon guide mean that I should decide what I want to do in life and decide who I want to be in life, as opposed to not knowing exactly what I want to do in life and not knowing exactly who I want to be in life? I don’t know at the moment, but I hope that I will find out the answer to this question in time.
However, this made me wonder about something that didn’t cross my mind before. By telling me that it is time to know who I am, does my dragon guide mean that I should decide what I want to do in life and decide who I want to be in life, as opposed to not knowing exactly what I want to do in life and not knowing exactly who I want to be in life? I don’t know at the moment, but I hope that I will find out the answer to this question in time.
Thursday, November 26, 2015
A Not-So-Surprising Dragon Dream
First off, I’m sorry that I haven’t posted any entries in quite a while. I’ve been rather busy with other things in life.
Anyways, this morning, I had a dragon dream that really didn’t surprise me.
In this dream, I was standing in a stone area. My dragon guide was in front of me while a male centaur (who had long white hair, blue eyes, and the lower body of a white horse) was standing behind me. My dragon guide put one of his talons underneath my chin and the centaur calmly put his hands on my shoulders. My dragon guide and the centaur then told me to be thankful that they are my guardians. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a red Western dragon appeared to my right. I turned my head to the right as best as I could and looked at the red dragon. The red dragon looked at me and told me to be thankful that he is a friend of my dragon guide.
What is it about this dragon dream that really didn’t surprise me? It’s the fact that it consisted of me being told to be thankful for certain things, considering that today is Thanksgiving.
Now, you may be wondering who the male centaur and the red Western dragon that appeared in this dream are. Well, I’ll explain that below.
The male centaur that appeared in this dream is another guide of mine that appears in my dreams. Like my dragon guide, he started appearing in my dreams literally out of nowhere – and I had my first dream about him almost one year after I had my first dream about my dragon guide. He always calls me by the name that my dragon guide always calls me by in my dreams and his personality is similar to my dragon guide’s personality (mainly in the sense that he’s trying to guide me towards finding who I am and knowing myself as well as I can like my dragon guide is). He has appeared in some of the dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guide as well. Up until now, I didn’t mention him in this blog at all because I felt that mentioning him in this blog would be trivial with regards to what this blog is about (and at the moment, I don’t know if I’m going to mention him on this blog again or not).
The red Western dragon that appeared in this dream is a male dragon that claims to be a friend of my dragon guide (which is something that my dragon guide has neither confirmed nor denied as of this writing). He started appearing in my dreams literally out of nowhere (and a little while after I started having dreams about my dragon guide), but he hasn’t appeared in my dreams very often. He always calls me by the name that my dragon guide always calls me by in my dreams, but his personality isn’t really like my dragon guide’s personality (in the sense that he’s not trying to guide me towards finding who I am and knowing myself as well as I can, anyways).
With that aside, am I thankful that my dragon guide and my centaur guide are my guardians? Yes, but at the same time, it’s something that I have yet to fully understand.
Am I thankful that the red dragon is a friend of my dragon guide? It’s honestly hard for me to say at the moment.
On a final note, happy Thanksgiving to those who are celebrating it!
Anyways, this morning, I had a dragon dream that really didn’t surprise me.
In this dream, I was standing in a stone area. My dragon guide was in front of me while a male centaur (who had long white hair, blue eyes, and the lower body of a white horse) was standing behind me. My dragon guide put one of his talons underneath my chin and the centaur calmly put his hands on my shoulders. My dragon guide and the centaur then told me to be thankful that they are my guardians. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a red Western dragon appeared to my right. I turned my head to the right as best as I could and looked at the red dragon. The red dragon looked at me and told me to be thankful that he is a friend of my dragon guide.
What is it about this dragon dream that really didn’t surprise me? It’s the fact that it consisted of me being told to be thankful for certain things, considering that today is Thanksgiving.
Now, you may be wondering who the male centaur and the red Western dragon that appeared in this dream are. Well, I’ll explain that below.
The male centaur that appeared in this dream is another guide of mine that appears in my dreams. Like my dragon guide, he started appearing in my dreams literally out of nowhere – and I had my first dream about him almost one year after I had my first dream about my dragon guide. He always calls me by the name that my dragon guide always calls me by in my dreams and his personality is similar to my dragon guide’s personality (mainly in the sense that he’s trying to guide me towards finding who I am and knowing myself as well as I can like my dragon guide is). He has appeared in some of the dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guide as well. Up until now, I didn’t mention him in this blog at all because I felt that mentioning him in this blog would be trivial with regards to what this blog is about (and at the moment, I don’t know if I’m going to mention him on this blog again or not).
The red Western dragon that appeared in this dream is a male dragon that claims to be a friend of my dragon guide (which is something that my dragon guide has neither confirmed nor denied as of this writing). He started appearing in my dreams literally out of nowhere (and a little while after I started having dreams about my dragon guide), but he hasn’t appeared in my dreams very often. He always calls me by the name that my dragon guide always calls me by in my dreams, but his personality isn’t really like my dragon guide’s personality (in the sense that he’s not trying to guide me towards finding who I am and knowing myself as well as I can, anyways).
With that aside, am I thankful that my dragon guide and my centaur guide are my guardians? Yes, but at the same time, it’s something that I have yet to fully understand.
Am I thankful that the red dragon is a friend of my dragon guide? It’s honestly hard for me to say at the moment.
On a final note, happy Thanksgiving to those who are celebrating it!
Wednesday, October 7, 2015
Six Years
I find it hard to believe that today marks the six-year anniversary of me having dreams about my dragon guide; much time has passed since I had my first dream about my dragon guide. So, I thought I’d make an entry about my reflections on it.
What have I learned in these six years of having dreams about my dragon guide? I’ve learned that I’m still a wanderer in the journey of life. There are things about me that I’m not sure if I know for sure or not – and there are things about me that I feel I still have yet to know and haven’t gotten close to beginning to know. I’m still trying to find who I am with regards to several things – and without much knowledge or ideas of what those things really are.
What have I come to feel about my dragon guide in these six years of having dreams about him? I’ve come to feel that he seems to be trying to guide me towards finding who I am and knowing myself as well as I can, while at the same time, he is wanting me to discover those things myself rather than rely on him to reveal those things. I’ve also come to feel that he prefers to keep his cards close to his chest regarding what he tells me in the dreams that I have about him; he doesn’t tell me much at once and his answers to my questions only leave me with more questions.
Have my feelings about the dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guide changed over these six years? Somewhat. At the beginning, I felt that they were dreams that were good but confusing at the same time. As I started having more of them over time, I came to feel that some of them (the ones where I’ve ridden my dragon guide in particular) were awesome. I also came to feel that some of them were encouraging me to look at and question things that I didn’t really look at and question before (such as, but not limited to, who I really am). Now, I feel that they’ve been good but confusing at the same time, awesome on occasion, and sometimes encouraging (with regards to self-discovery).
Have my feelings about having dreams about my dragon guide changed over these six years? Somewhat. At the beginning, I felt rather confused about the dreams that I had about my dragon guide. Now, I feel thankful that I have dreams about my dragon guide, though I’m still confused about them.
So, those are pretty much my reflections on having dreams about my dragon guide for six years now. What could the next year of having dreams about my dragon guide be like? It’s hard to say, but I won’t be surprised if it’s more of what it already has been – and I won’t be surprised if there will be a few new things in it as well.
What have I learned in these six years of having dreams about my dragon guide? I’ve learned that I’m still a wanderer in the journey of life. There are things about me that I’m not sure if I know for sure or not – and there are things about me that I feel I still have yet to know and haven’t gotten close to beginning to know. I’m still trying to find who I am with regards to several things – and without much knowledge or ideas of what those things really are.
What have I come to feel about my dragon guide in these six years of having dreams about him? I’ve come to feel that he seems to be trying to guide me towards finding who I am and knowing myself as well as I can, while at the same time, he is wanting me to discover those things myself rather than rely on him to reveal those things. I’ve also come to feel that he prefers to keep his cards close to his chest regarding what he tells me in the dreams that I have about him; he doesn’t tell me much at once and his answers to my questions only leave me with more questions.
Have my feelings about the dreams that I’ve had about my dragon guide changed over these six years? Somewhat. At the beginning, I felt that they were dreams that were good but confusing at the same time. As I started having more of them over time, I came to feel that some of them (the ones where I’ve ridden my dragon guide in particular) were awesome. I also came to feel that some of them were encouraging me to look at and question things that I didn’t really look at and question before (such as, but not limited to, who I really am). Now, I feel that they’ve been good but confusing at the same time, awesome on occasion, and sometimes encouraging (with regards to self-discovery).
Have my feelings about having dreams about my dragon guide changed over these six years? Somewhat. At the beginning, I felt rather confused about the dreams that I had about my dragon guide. Now, I feel thankful that I have dreams about my dragon guide, though I’m still confused about them.
So, those are pretty much my reflections on having dreams about my dragon guide for six years now. What could the next year of having dreams about my dragon guide be like? It’s hard to say, but I won’t be surprised if it’s more of what it already has been – and I won’t be surprised if there will be a few new things in it as well.
Tuesday, July 14, 2015
Knowing Who I Have Become
A while ago, I had a dream about my dragon guide that I didn’t appear in (which is a first) where my dragon guide implied that it is time to know who I am because I do not know who I have become.
Needless to say, what my dragon guide said in that dream (even though I’ve taken it with a substantial grain of salt) has led me to ponder and wonder about who I am – and who I have become – a little bit.
Do I really know who I have become? I do feel that I know who I have become, but only to a certain extent; I consider the things about me that have stayed with me throughout the years to be parts of who I have become, but I feel that they don’t make up everything regarding who I have become. At the same time, I feel that who I have become up to this point in my life may change in the future; I know that who I have become has changed over time, as I’m not the same person that I was five years ago. Furthermore, I feel that I’m still becoming who I am – and I feel that there are some things about who I have become (if not who I am becoming) that I have yet to discover.
Does this mean that it is time to know who I am? It’s honestly hard for me to say with certainty, let alone know. I feel that knowing who I am is a journey that I am still on and that I am not even close to finishing yet.
What exactly is my dragon guide referring to with regards to who I have become? Is he referring to who I have become in terms of my personal identity? Is he referring to who I have become spiritually? Is he referring to who I have become in terms of my potential? It’s hard for me to say, let alone have any idea, at the moment. I can only hope that what my dragon guide is referring to with regards to who I have become is something that will be revealed in time.
Needless to say, what my dragon guide said in that dream (even though I’ve taken it with a substantial grain of salt) has led me to ponder and wonder about who I am – and who I have become – a little bit.
Do I really know who I have become? I do feel that I know who I have become, but only to a certain extent; I consider the things about me that have stayed with me throughout the years to be parts of who I have become, but I feel that they don’t make up everything regarding who I have become. At the same time, I feel that who I have become up to this point in my life may change in the future; I know that who I have become has changed over time, as I’m not the same person that I was five years ago. Furthermore, I feel that I’m still becoming who I am – and I feel that there are some things about who I have become (if not who I am becoming) that I have yet to discover.
Does this mean that it is time to know who I am? It’s honestly hard for me to say with certainty, let alone know. I feel that knowing who I am is a journey that I am still on and that I am not even close to finishing yet.
What exactly is my dragon guide referring to with regards to who I have become? Is he referring to who I have become in terms of my personal identity? Is he referring to who I have become spiritually? Is he referring to who I have become in terms of my potential? It’s hard for me to say, let alone have any idea, at the moment. I can only hope that what my dragon guide is referring to with regards to who I have become is something that will be revealed in time.
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